#IstandwithAhmed
Around 1991, as a 7th grader, my fascination with science far exceeded my
prepubescent fascination with girls. For that year's science project, I decided
to explore the world of energy by exploring traditional sources (i.e. fossil
fuels) and looking at potential future sources (solar, nuclear etc.). I did a
comprehensive report, doing most of my research at libraries (you know those
buildings that housed books!). I also did a lot of reading in encyclopedia
Britannica (RIP!). In addition to a comprehensive 15 page written report, my
teacher suggested everyone bring something in class that could demonstrate what
we had learned.
I was impressed with what I had discovered about nuclear energy and
decided to bring an orange to class to demonstrate the processes of nuclear
fission and fusion. Standing in front of a class of 30 snickering and giggly
teenagers, I explained how the orange was an atom and splitting it (fission)
would create juice i.e. nuclear energy. Conversely, smashing together the separated
pieces would also result in a citrus shower i.e. nuclear fusion. And with that
explanation, I put on one of our science aprons, a pair of our chemistry
goggles and aggressively smashed my orange down the middle using a knife I
brought from home.
Those early teenage years were hard enough as it was. But I fondly remember
this because it reminds me of my love for science and one of the early examples
of how I overcame shyness and insecurity to stand in front of an audience. I wouldn't have recalled this moment were it not for the story of
a young Muslim teenager and science tinkerer from Irving, Texas who was
arrested like a common criminal for bringing a homemade clock to school.
I am
frightened to think what would've happened today if I tried to do a science
demonstration by bringing a knife to class. I probably wouldn't even had made
it through the school doors because of metal detectors. The mere sight of young
Muslim male with paper thin arms, wielding a butter knife would've resulted in a SWAT team descending
upon my school to whisk me away in handcuffs. My parents and sister would be
intensely interrogated and humiliated. With the rampant bigotry and xenophobia
going around today, maybe my parents would think seriously about going back to
Bangladesh. Or if we stayed with the stain of being a suspected criminal, would
I have the courage to continue to pursue my passions or just settle into a life
of acceptance of the old (and now reborn?) American reality that perhaps all men
are not created equal.
But
something terrible did happen to me on that fateful day in 1991 where I brought
a knife to class. I got a "B" on my mediocre report which drew the
intense ire of my parents. It was probably one of those sentinel moments that
are emotionally magnified as a teenager which led me to work harder in pursuit
of my goals. But what happened to Ahmed is far worse than a bad grade on a
science project. I hope with the same intelligence that he uses to create,
tinker and build, he is able to realize that it's not his fault he was born in
the post 9/11 world. And that regardless of how the world may view him and try
to bring him down, this is still a great country where someone bright and hardworking
like him will have the opportunity to become successful, make a difference and
change many hearts and minds.
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